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Cut
I want to cut myself into a million unfix-able pieces, I want to rip myself apart, slide a scalpel down my chest, and watch the blood pour, with freedom, out of my tired body. I want to disappear into a universe of nothing no thoughts, no memories, no mind. I want to drain my body......Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-05 09:42:54 | Rating:

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wrist cutter
I really dont want to do this. Its not like i enjoy cutting myself, but im so stressed right now. Just one little one will do. Hee we go. Fuck, I hate my life. I hate myself, I hate the world. Im alone, and that, in itself, is hell. I might as well be dead. ...Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-05 20:42:38 | Rating:

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no cutting
I dont want to cut myself today. I'm going to keep busy. If I do things i enjoy, i wont have time to think about whats happening..at least for today. If i hurt myself, im only letting the people who hurt me win. Im just so confused and i have nobody to talk to. If I tell the people how I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-06 08:36:24 | Rating:

| Views: 170 | Comments: 4 | Tags: pain cutter suicide alone

BLOG CRUISING
so, i spent a little while reading some blogs and I think its really neat that there are so many people that have things in common with me. For instance, Im a cutter, and its been interest ng to read that im notthe only one. Life can be so painful and Its nice sometimes to know, were not in it......Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-06 17:28:28 | Rating:

| Views: 162 | Comments: 2 | Tags: CUTTER PAIN BLOGGING

thank you
thanks everyone who commented on my blogs about cutting, some of the comments really made me think. ...Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-06 21:02:48 | Rating:

| Views: 111 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cutter cut pain

weird dream.
okay, so I fell asleep and had this really strange dream. Its kinnda bizzar cuss i dont usually remeber my dreams. I dreampt I was standing at the top of a staircase, and I was alot younger. Before my eyes, the stairs turned into water, and a vampire started swimming up them toward me. When......Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-06 21:52:09 | Rating:

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no cutting !!!!!!!!!
good morning bloggers. I have made a dedication t this day. Its going to be good. I want to have a good day. as soon as a bout of depression begins to hit me I'm going to scream with joy and laugh as loud as i can ! Today, I will not cut, i wont, no matter what it takes. Now, if i can make this......Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-07 08:55:50 | Rating:

| Views: 164 | Comments: 2 | Tags: cut cutter depresssion goals

not one cut! not one!
i did it! I fucking did it. I went this whole day without cutting myself once. I was so releived by the end of the day i actually cried. I havnt cried in like a year. Im so happy so many people have encouraged mt throughout the day. For once, im happy with myself. im proud of myself.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-08-07 16:19:58 | Rating:

| Views: 125 | Comments: 1 | Tags: cutter cut proud happy

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Posted on: 2007-08-07 20:31:48 | Rating:

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BEAT THE DRPRESSION
its night time and this is when i get depressed and usually cut. but i need to resist. i ewent the whole day, and i will make it thru the night. i am strong. the lonliness, the emptiness..it wont beat me. i will beat it. i will show everyont that hurt me, im not afraid, im not timid. i will......Read More