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been a while
i suppose its about time i posted sumthing..iv neglected blogging for a while. school occupys alot of time, and family is a bit up in the air right now. i had a "slip" yesterday, but oh well, iv stopped counting the days, but i know that i went for a while there...anyway..the......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-10 16:27:29 | Rating:

| Views: 126 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life school

therepy
ok, i just finished a therey appointment, and it was very very intense and stresseful. i had a rough evening..and had an episode later on at night, that lasted till about 4 in the morning. it was weird, cuss wen im depressed, it ususally lasts for days to weeks, i dont usually get angry. but i......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-11 16:16:28 | Rating:

| Views: 139 | Comments: 2 | Tags: therepy

wow
its been a rough day, well, two days..and i was planning on hurting myself tonight , but for the last hour, iv looked at every one of my blogs frum the very beginning..shit, i have cum a long way! iv gonr fum taking about slitting my writst to talking about school an things...it was......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-14 17:45:33 | Rating:

| Views: 175 | Comments: 4 | Tags: cutting life

fuck
i feel like a total shit head..i did it again, an i diddnt mean to..an i dont care..i want the whole fuckin world to jus fuck off. i screwed up everything with my dads family..again, im given a second chance, an of corse i fuck up..i shudda known, all i fuckin do is destroy......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-17 21:22:09 | Rating:

| Views: 176 | Comments: 9 | Tags: FUCK OFF

its never enough
so much for a good day, its getting worse an worse..fuck i wanna crawl into a ball an die,, i cant believe this is happenning all over again, up an down, up an down . im so tired of this, one wk its great, the next i lose everything frum my family to reality..fuck, i jus want to......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-18 19:26:06 | Rating:

| Views: 133 | Comments: 4 | Tags: LIFE

calming down
ok, thias has been quite A NIGHT, IM CALMING DOWN DOWN, I had a long talk with sumone on the crisis line, an im ok now. i jus have to prpare myself wen the downs cum. i did a little bit of cutting, not to bad..lol..time to buy neon colored bandaids again.i need to not be guilty,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-18 21:03:07 | Rating:

| Views: 118 | Comments: 1 | Tags: calming down

one more thing..here is a list
i saw sumone who maade a blog list of things they were grateful foir..im ganna do one.. im grateful for... being alive the sun crows my blanket my pink panther teddy beaar my writing going to school......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-18 21:08:26 | Rating:

| Views: 135 | Comments: 4 | Tags: list..everyone shud do one

poem
MY MOTHER..I THINK Just glancing in your direction Brings forth a formidable sence of guilt. You say were not your children. You say your to ashamed to admit to such an idea. Im not sure who you are: my mother...i think Your glossly, sickly green eyes, the color My......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-19 20:54:30 | Rating:

| Views: 220 | Comments: 10 | Tags: poerty

FOR ANNA GRYLLS
FOR ANNA GRYLLS: A VERY STRONG LITTLE GIRL, WHO KEEPS IMPROVING EVERYDAY, AS WE CONTINUE TO HOPE AND PRAY. SLOWLY RECOVERING IN RESPONCE TO LOVE, HOPE, LIFE A SMALL CHILD WHO HAS SPREAD INSPRIATION......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-20 09:59:48 | Rating:

| Views: 544 | Comments: 10 | Tags: ANNA

thinking
sitting in school..in the hallway im here till 10 tonight..not fun, im thinking..which can be dangerouse..i think ill go hoe for jus a lil while in the afternoon, then come back at 5. i feel ugly toay..i look in the moirror an hate wat i see..an i know why, its becuss im......Read More