I am a straight-forward girl. I am practical and believe in the real world. its not like i dont dream or anything but i much rather LIVE in reality cos i have been heeart-broken many  times.
i like many guys and i know for a fact that many guys like me too but why is it that these two categories are totally opposite to each other.
i have loads of friends who feel like they are there for me but its like when u need them most they jus disappear. I know its silly to think that everyone is there for you always but atleast most of the times would be nice.
i am having trouble expressing my feelings. sometimes i feel like recording them on my dictaphone sometimes i want someone to be listening to me . sometimes i blog someway of venting my emotions
Especially when u stay in a hostel u need some way to remove ur anger frustration sorrow even happiness at times
people come and people go in my life there has never been anyone who has yet remained constant when is this ever gonna change i feel like its a journal im writing in all my mixed up cranky thoughts ....
i have my best friend behavin like a kid .... drinkin and smokin up all d time .... doin shady things he shouldnt do .... i have my other friend who has no clue abt wat is happening and i am dying to enlighten him with the truth
ok don have the patience to type more just wanna screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaam out