There are so many things in life i want and, many of them unreasonable and unnecesary. Still, i find myself speaking the words "i want..." so often, that i felt i should make note of them. I wonder if perhaps this will be a good way to get to know myself. We'll see ....

I want:
enough money in my life to provide a healthy life style, but simple--not lavish
a BMW--black with dark tinted windows (yeah, that's slightly lavish, i know)
a big horse whoes name is Ponchus Pilot
a Rottweiler ... i think his name should be George
to learn how to play my guitar and harmonica
someone to love me enough to ignore all my bad traits and habbits
... that someone to give me fresh flowers, replacing them when they die
to learn how to play the piano
to love someone enough to ignore all his bad traits and habbits
mermaids and faeries to be real
Harry Potter-like magical powers
to reach my fitness goals
complete a triathalon
a new bedset and pillows ( got the pillows!)
someone to spoon me under those new covers
to coach a swim team
people to stop abusing animals and eachother
socialized healthcare!
kid rock to stop making "music"
to move to Nashville
to be finished with school
a husband and three wild boys
to go to Europe
to hug a grizzly bear
someone to read my blog
my birthday to go well ... with no tears. Unless they are of the happy nature.
certain people to attend my party
the Colts to beat the Patriots
to get high marks on all my recent projects
to wake up tomorrow, and miraculously be finished with school
a purple fender electric with a strap depicting the zodiac
Will to be here right now
to keep my damn room clean
the things that are easy to be harder and the things that are hard to be easier ... balance.
a new tattoo
long hair
to stop being so impatient with school
flies to stop buzzing around my head
to make a movie

to be continued ...