| 25 years, and i feel nonexistent. |
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Tomorrow is my 25th birthday. In all of those years, i have only managed to accomplish half (or less) of what a person my age should. I have spent so much time wasting time, that i have burried myself in a preverbial hole of "dig your way out". So it has begun ... the digging.
I feel that i have to motivation to succeed, and set record times in goal achievements. However, procrastination seems to be my greatest fault. I put things off until just a moment before the last, and thus far (fortunately) have done very well in both completing tasks, and driving myself near to insanity.
I would like this to change. I would like to be able to work ahead on projects and have more time for improvement, rather than completion. In a perfect world perhaps, this will not be so difficult a task. Maybe, when i wake up tomorrow i will have some kind of new wisdom. Maybe, tomorrow wont be as bad as i feel it might. It's only 25 years, and though i have little to show for it, i have learned a great deal. Perhaps it is that knowledge that will make the next 25 years (god willing) easier, and more fullfilled.
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