These days I have so  much to do I have a hard time finding when to say no. Do I wait till the last of my freedom is devoured by the daily chores I feel obligated to perform and worry myself about day in and day out? Or do I wait till I slip slowly into senility at a ripe young age, testifying to insanity when any guilt or blame is put on me. Flaws are what make a person shine through the mucky blunder of attitude and emotion. So when do I say, "It is ok to close your eyes now"? When do I stop feeling guilty about not finishing all my work everyday? Why do I feel obligated to go into work on the weekend to finish up what I couldn't get to Friday? When do I stop feeling sick to my stomach when I think about what homework I need to get done, or what projects I need to work on? When will the misery end of agonjizing over every little detail in my life? I just want to relax....