burying myself in work only to realize i do not have enough time, and recently, not enough energy... but at least im too tired to think about him, though right before i fall asleep, he appears in my head and follows me into my dreamworld... and so i wake up... night after night.. im starting to feel like a zombie.. barely dragging myself out of bed in the morning, walking half asleep to work, freezing on the way, feeling cold all day actually... and then at home it feels too hot... as if i can't find my way, as if i lost my path, the feeling of belonging...
emotionally i feel nothing... i miss him only with my mind... i miss our nights together, the converations, the laughs.. all that that made me feel alive... i think i lost my emotions.
tomorrow is gonna be a very busy day... again... thanks God..
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