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A New Chapter Begins
My 40th year has ended and I have just turned 41. Funny, but it seems that once my birthday arrived, I gave myself permission to say goodbye to the past year and wipe the slate clean. This past year...nothing short of a nightmare, for the most part. I ended a relationship......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-10 00:30:56 | Rating:

| Views: 194 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Bipolar lesbian life

Bliss
Daydreams...fantasies...desires. Swirling about in my head even when I don't want it there. To express my buildup of intense passion with someone who drops me to my knees...even to look at her sitting in her favorite chair on a Sunday afternoon, perhaps checking her email or......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-15 00:10:37 | Rating:

| Views: 142 | Comments: 1 | Tags: lesbian love fantasies soulmates daydreams

Lurking
I cannot describe what I'm feeling right now. Emotions and thoughts spinning...it's one of those "not so good" days. Certainly things have improved in my life over the past month or so. I'm grateful for that, but I can feel the presence of those demons nearby,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-18 02:28:09 | Rating:

| Views: 113 | Comments: 3 | Tags: bipolar mental illness depression mania

Sunday Afternoon
Somewhat better today...although I found myself sitting and staring off into space with a few swirling thoughts. One loses track of time when that happens. Nothing gets done as the hours pass. I had planned to get to a friend's house to hang out for the day. All I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-18 17:36:35 | Rating:

| Views: 92 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Bipolar mental illness

Normalcy
To define what "normal" is for me is like coming up with an instant cure for cancer or AIDS or world peace. I don't think too many folks who know me well would think of me as normal. I personally define it......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-27 15:36:10 | Rating:

| Views: 96 | Comments: 1 | Tags: depression bipolar medications life

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