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I need to vent.
They Had Sex.
Stupid Whore.
Man Whore.
Best Friend Back Stabbing UGHHHH
Woooha, Sorry about that little introduction there. I guess I just have a lot of negative feelings, though I am completely calm. I think that is because of my mindset lately though. I have a lot of good things going on in my life too so I shouldn't concentrate on the exceptionally horrible. Right? My best friend, Becky, and my boyfriend (who is now my ex -Jordan) had sex. Of course Jordan and I had broken up right before that happened. But that gives her NO ROOM to just go jump on him does it? Is it wrong of me to try to put this past me? I should be, right? God, I know I should be absolutely pissed off right now, but since im getting over him Im not so mad. I told her that I won't be able to trust her with anyone im dating alone for a very long time, which in my opnion is very understandable but in her opinon she said no its not and it takes two to get through this. OH YAH, its just not understandable at all is it? WHATEVER. Because you know..it is understandable...maybe she' s just ugh..nevermind she's not a whore, but.well. yes she is. just kind of. GOD, why do I have to rant and rave on this thing when I should be freaking out on her right now. THIS IS TERRIBLE. STUPID SLEEP WITH MY BOYFRIENDER! ughghhhh..>I WANT TO LIKE SCREAM....I should be...God, anyone who reads this right now is probably thinking im crazy, but god, I need to get this out somewhere and here seems to be like the good place to do it, you know? Nobody knows me here, I can freak out. ughhhhh. How does she honestly not understand that? HELLO< why would I want her hanging out with my boyfriend if one little thing goes wrong she's gonna fuck them? that is NOT OKAY. but shes sorry and that was a mistake and she didn't think that her and I would be talking again, ugh, well thats sooo bad, I should fucking feel sorry for her now? I THINK NOT...god. I give in to much.
I AM PATHETIC ~I should hate her~
Im a doormat. Step on me. Right?
ugh...later
kay
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*hugs* This has never happened to me, so I cannot say I know how you feel. That would be a total lie. However, what your "best friend" did is unacceptable, and so is what Jordan did. Perhaps the fact that you're not freaking out at them right now proves that you're a good person. You're not hurting them back, you're venting in a better place. :-) You probably need your distance from them, so do whatever you want. Scream, rage, go insane. (In a safe way. LoL) As for them? Pfft. Leave them be for now.
Anyhoo, I REALLY hope you feel better! *loads of hugs*
jinxx
P.S. You don't actually have to do any of what I said. Just clearing that up. :P
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Posted by jinxx
on 2007-12-11 17:17:53
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Kudos to you, sacrificedangel. You really know how to make use of your blog.
I'm a bit disappointed with your friend. Goes to show what ideas were in her head when you and your ex where dating.
Sad story. I'm glad I'm a guy with no girlfriends.
Have a nice day, pal.
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Posted by SubTomato
on 2007-12-12 10:43:45
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kayla ann, you do need to freak out! lol i love you and trust me at least you know that i would never do something like that, rae wouldnt either, you need friends like them..sometimes becky isnt the greatest of friends, and im sure you understand that so yeahh... when you do get a b/f where you live now, i would totally brag to her and not let her meet him or give her his phone # or let her find out his myspace or msn account... lol becuase seh is WAY untrustable!
I love you
adn call me sometime this week
♥Megan
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Posted by MeganLynn177
on 2007-12-12 16:43:34
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She was just not your friend and as for him well he is just fucked up and I would have nothing ever to do with either one of them again and I would let every guy she dates that she is a tramp that cant keep her pants on. I am sorry but my friend did that to me and now I just do not trust anyone... good luck
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Posted by shawna
on 2007-12-13 00:19:55
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That bitch friend of yours!! That's all I have to say. (The other "commentors" already took my words).
~LOTS OF HUGS~
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Posted by Roses
on 2007-12-14 20:43:31
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What a rotten thing to do.
You have every right to feel every emotion you feel right now.
I surely would not trust her around any of my boyfriends if I were you.
She did exactly what she wanted to do.
I should know, I met my husband in High School and he was my friend's crush, and I knew she liked him alot. I let my feelings for him override the feelings I had for her.
I lost her over it...and it is something I dearly regret doing to her...I was a selfish witch with a B!
I do not regret being with my husband, but I do regret breaking my best friend's heart.
Seeing how devestated and hurt you are, makes me realize how much I truly must have hurt her.
Let me apologize for her.
I am so sorry, she nor I, realized how heart breaking this would be to someone.
Peace.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-12-15 17:33:11
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I totally understand your confusion due to anger. I have strict rules with friends, if you sleep with my man or an ex-man, then we aren't friends. There are too many men in the world for us to have slept with the same one.
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Posted by DarkHeavyHeart
on 2007-12-17 13:12:27
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