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Hello...
I am new to thoughts...but not so much new to the blog scene. I usually start one...and after a handful of posts, get found...by friends, acquaintences, etc...and quit posting. I'm hoping I can just speak my mind here without being judged.
I'm 21...soon to be 22. I'm married...we've been together for almost 6 years...but married for one in may. We have a son...Rylen...he's gonna be 3 in July...and he is the glue that holds me together...that pushes me to do my best.
I'm finishing up my last semester in college. I will graduate May 11. I'm thrilled to be done but scared to move on. I hate change...I hate uncertainty...I hate feeling like a child. I'm doing some volunteer work at the local elementary school...they've mentioned a job...but haven't really followed through...I have several applications that need filled out...but seem to be pushed to last priority...I just keep hoping that something happens so I don't have to work. Winning the lottery...losing a limb...getting pregnant...Speaking of...that's what my husband and I are working on. It's so devastating though...so many people around me have gotten pregnant...had their babies...and here I am...afraid that I may be sterile...With Rylen I got preggo accidentally...while on birth control...and only seeing my husband every other weekend...well, come delivery day Rylen didn't cooperate...I had a c-section, and all was back to normal...now, I'm having issues getting pregnant? Could the have screwed up my section? could I have just been meant to have Rylen? I don't feel like I'm the mom of an only child...I feel like I need more...and I know that sounds greedy...but it's just how I feel...
Back for more soon...
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Posted by rylensmommy on 2008-04-04 09:59:53 | Rating: | Views: 42
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First off welcome!!
Secondly I know what you're going through....I should have been pregnant too but haven't been since i gave birth...my daughter was a birthcontrol suprise too, but I didn't have a c-section. I hope for you all that you will succeed!!
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Posted by Mamacita925
on 2008-04-04 10:03:10
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Welcome to thoughts :) I don't really know about your not being able to conceive right now. Best to speak with your Dr. I do wish you success. Take care :)
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Posted by pitapie50
on 2008-04-04 10:11:30
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