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It's raining again.
It seems like the weather understands how I feel right now -- cold.
He's a good man.
When I'm with him, I feel so secured.
I never thought it'll end up like this.
He said he's single, so I hoped for something more..
More than a friend..
But later, I learned he have this commitment with his ex girlfriend..
Nevertheless, It didn't stop me from hoping.,
Until he apologized for being too close to me,
I realize I was being pathetic!!
It was too late for my heart to stop caring,, haaay (sigh)
And so I chose to leave..
After three days he ask me to come back.
Then we made love,. - - almost!
But before he get down beyond my navel,
He asked me if I really wanted to do it.. ( he's aware that I'm a virgin)
I said, a part of me says yes and a part says no..
He stopped..
I realized, he's not at all my boyfriend.
He knows that I have this conviction that I'll give my
virginity to the man I'll marry..
He kissed me on my lips..
Then...
I bade goodbye..
He said he'll never bother me again and that
he wished that I'll find a man who'll love me the way he love her..
And now, I can't help but just cry,,,
The pain is excruciating..
I did the right thing but why did it feel so wrong?
Well, atleast I met him,
now I know may lalaki parin palang natitirang matino sa mundo..
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Posted by running_empty on 2009-07-26 08:20:59 | Rating: | Views: 24
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