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i was offered choices by my X...
1st choice - i return to him, and tell everyone about it. this way i get to be with the kids.
2nd choice - i stick to my decision, we carry on with the court hearing, he will expose my relationship with my boo. this way he will fight for the kids. he said i'll lose the kids.
again, woe on me the day that i accepted him. i shouldn't have married him. not when i didn't actually love him. and now what little feelings i once had are gone. have been gone a long time ago. he took me for granted. i never really felt loved or appreciated.
i am definitely never going back to him. but i don't want to lose the kids. he has given me one week to decide. at the moment i really feel like the world is crashing down on me, i really feel like there is no such thing as light at the end of the tunnel, because this is a dead-end tunnel.
why, oh why...why does life have to be this complicated, this difficult...???? an ultimatum where i will lose...whatever i choose, i will still lose...
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Posted by rubyratz on 2008-07-16 07:12:18 | Rating: | Views: 42
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