Hi everyone
Im really sorry I havent updated in about 3 weeks
But you have no idea how busy Ive been
Especially seeing as this semester of uni is wrapping up, netballs started
And I also seem to have a ton of social events these days (which is a positive)

 Ok Im at work typing this, so bear with me if its all over the place

So the party a few fridays ago was pretty darn good
Was kinda akward at first, as I didnt talk to nic
Instead I went and talked to someother people that were there that I knew
Then my best friend (who is also friends with Nic) went and sat next to him and started talking
Then my other friend did the same
So theres Nic, sitting with my two best girlfriends
And I went and sat with them and joined the conversation

I didnt speak much to Nic, just mainly speaking to the group as a whole
Then when I went inside to go to the bathroom, we ran into each other
We hugged, a nice big "come here you" hug
And it was nice, really made my nite good

He left early though, to go to Amy's apartment and hang out with her
Neither he nor I could understand why she didnt want to come to the party
So we hugged again when he left, and vowed that we would talk more and keep in touch
After he left, the drinking games began
I dont think I had ever had that much fun in my life
We who were playing got extremely drunk, and when it was time for myself and my friend to go home
We staggered to the car and my dad thought it was hilarious

My friends and I went out for dinner on the Saturday night of that weekend
I do think I need to re-explain my friends here
I have 4 best friends, who have 2 different levels
The top levels are reserved for my next door neighbour, and my best friend from high school, both females
The second level is for another friend from high school, and the best friend from high school's boyfriend
The three friends that do not live next door are all very close, me included
This could be attributed to the fact that we do everything together.
Raving.Doofing.Parties.Drinking.Drugs.Shopping.Talking.Going out in General.

After those four friends I have about another 4 friends whom I am close to
But I do not see them as often as the "chosen four", nor do I have as much in common with them

So we went out to dinner, and had a blast, as we always do
The next weekend was one of the second level friend's birthday
And everyone in my group of friends went
We all got drunk and had alot of fun

The weekend after, which was the weekend just passed, I had a small gathering at my house
My three close friends came, as did one of  the second level friends (although all were invited)
Two male friends of mine also came
We got completely trashed on alcohol and pot
We went on safari in my back yard (which resembles a jungle)
We went to the 24/7 supermarket
We went to the park
We got pulled over by cops
And we watched lots of cartoons
I can safely say that it was THE FUNNEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE

I dont think I have ever laughed as hard as I did many times that night
The male friends who came were actually friends of my male best friend
But now they are my friends too ^_^
So Im having another gathering on the 31st of this month
And it will be the same idea as the last gathering

The guest list is the same, except I have invited Nic
Only problem is hes straight edge
No drinking, smoking etc
I invited Amy aswell I think, but *fingers crossed* she wont come
Its not that I dont like the girl
But I dont want to share my friends with her
And shes not part of this group of friends
But Nic is. The guys that came over, and my guy best friend are all friends of his
Amy will really only know my guy and girl best friends that are dating, me and Nic if she does come

I saw Amy yesterday actually
And last Thursday
I go into the piercing place alot, as my best guy friend works there now
And Im constantly getting new piercings or checkups
Saw Nic today too
We caught the bus and the train together, on the way home from uni
Well it wasnt really home, seeing as I was going to work and he was going to Amys
But you get the picture

Life is stressful at the moment
Ive got a report due next Thursday which is worth 50% of one of my subjects
I have a huge test on Monday for the same subject
I have 5 journal entries due next Thursday for another subject
And its my cousins wedding this saturday so Ive only got Sunday to study
And Ive also got to do a netball umpiring roster for my association
And then umpire 2 times next week during the evenings
WHEN AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO WORK ON MY ASSIGNMENTS?

geeeze im in way over my head
Oh and theres 2 guys at uni that I like
Both are completely different to one another
What is it with me and never dating similar people
Every guy Ive ever dated had been drastically different from the previous
I dont know if I have a guy "type" that I go for

Anyway this is all doing my head in
Ill get back on here after my next gathering I promise

Love Roxie
xoxo