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Okay so I have been posting all these blogs about drug addiction.. I want you to know a little about me. My name is CeAnna and I am 20yrs old. I started smoking weed when I was 15. After my first high I fell in love with this drug, I continued to smoke weed all day every day. I began hanging out with the "drugy" crowd. This croud introduced me to pills like xanax and kolonopin. My gardes were slipping and I began to detatch myself from my mother and my sister. My sister is 4 years younger than I am so at that time she was 11yrs old. She was looking up to me and I wasnt giving her a very good role model. She always wondered why her big sister didnt want anything to do with her.. my mother wanted her daughter back and when she tried to help me it pushed me away even more. When I tured17 I began drinking alot of alcohol.. I left home to live with a girlfriend of mine and it broke my family's heart. I was still in high school but I rarley went because I had been drinking to night before and I was hung over the next morning. I had a job as a cashier and I rarely went to work because of the same reason. I quit my job and I dropped out of school. I met this guy named Rusty. He introduced perks and hydros to me. After a couple of months being together she asked me to try cocaine. I had always wanted to try cocaine so I agreed. I used cocaine for a few months and then he introduced me to crack cocaine. I began stealing money from my family. Stealing jewelry from my grandmother to pawn. I disappeared for weeks at a time. One day I was staying at a hotel and there was no crack around. I was going crazy feening for it. A guy next door to me was dealing meth. I decided to try it. Once I tried it I forgot all about my crack addiction. I was hooked on meth. All this happened the first half of my 17th year. From 17 to 19 I was addicted to meth. I began to cook it. I began to sell it. and I was snorting over 300 dollars of crank a day. I was completely out of control. My sister thought I didnt care. My mom called me crying cause she hadnt seen me in months..I had been up for so long that I didnt realize that it had been moths.
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Posted by rougie on 2009-11-23 12:58:47 | Rating: | Views: 11
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