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People say you get nowhere till you walk.
Me? I've been walking alright! My only problem is that I've been walking in circles...
It's Christmas Eve. This is the first Christmas in two years that I'll have been alone for - single. Living the life. Or not.
24th December 2005 - blissfully happy with Anthony. He was perfect, we wrote our names in the snow and kissed under floodlights. Makes you wanna be sick, yes? 24th December 2006, even more blissfully happy with Charlie. Charlie, Charlie, Charlie. I might talk about him later on, my life sort of... changed with him. I'm not sure what happened. I've repressed every memory I had with him, even the good ones. Especially the good ones! Have you ever found that you do that? Just block out all the good times so you don't find your mind dragging you back there, then find your heart skipping a beat? I do. I shouldn't, my pyschology teacher says its bad for me and that's what's making my hair fall out.
So here we are, listening to an old Mika CD i found in my CD drive. Oh how things have changed since the days we used to buy CDs and have walkmans, when the little things were the big things and everything just had so much life! But then again, I'll be saying that about these days in 5 years time. True, true.
Anyway, I'm going to go to the gym now and work-out. I have things to un-knot and figure out, such as this text:
"You looked absolutely stunning last night rosy and thankyov for listening to me grumble on! Your a really great girl and im sure you will succeed in your new year plans 10x over. See you soon X x"
He spelt my name wrong, aww :)
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Posted by rosiehardy on 2007-12-24 10:30:17 | Rating: | Views: 272
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today is christmas,then dont think of anything that unhappy!Merry Christmas to you!!!
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Posted by forumzi
on 2007-12-25 03:56:41
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soon, your life will be rosey again, hang in there!
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Posted by roe
on 2007-12-25 19:38:46
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