Thoughts.com Blogs - i'm so sorry

i have a male friend who has these problems that are not so ordinary...it's not about love life,it's about his whole life...i've been helping him for a while now...

just this nyt,i got his text message that he wanted me to call him,..i really wanted to call,but there are certain circumstances that happened tonight...my dad scolded me,and took over my cellular phone for awhile,and my mom and dad talked beside the phone...which made me read his message late,and hard for me to call him because my dad don't want us to have long conversations on the telephone...

then my friend texted us via group message that he had a bad day,and there are these people who left him at a time when he needed them most...

obviously i'm included...

but i'm really sorry...i really want to be there for him everytime he needs me...it was just this one time...this one time...

i really don't like to dissapoint a friend...he's really dear to me...i don't know if he knows that,but he really is...i want to help him all throughout...the problem is it's very hard for me to do so...because my dad is so strict...

i just hope he really understands me...i texted him that i'm sorry since my dad gave me back my phone,he said it was 'OK' and he 'UNDERSTAND'...but why in capital letters?...

it really hurts me to see him so down...
i know he is dissapointed in me...
i'm really very sorry...