You know if you really want to withdraw, your going to have to try a lot harder then that. Because once i heard that death was like a dream, but when faced with it, it makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous.

No you just need to stop and that is really all there is to it.....I can tell you now if you keep doing drugs and poppin pills I am serious you will not have any friends at all I mean none but if you stop and you straighten up then maybe people will be your friend....I am serious one of my family members is having this problem and they have lost all of there friends and I said stop....stop right now and they stopped and they have a-lot of friends now and they have learned from that and they know that when they do want to get high they know that they are giving up everything I mean as in friends girlfriends/boyfriends family and everybody around them because people do not want to be around somebody that gets high everyday and ever night I mean seriously just think about it and maybe you will take my advice and stop and live your life not miserable and have friends and get married some day and have kids but if you keep getting high then I can tell you now you will never have a future and I am not kidding one bit so maybe sit here and read my comment and think about the things that I have said and maybe change your ways.....
Someday if you keep making these choices then I mean sadly to say but someday you will die and who knows if you will be missed because you are addicted but if you stop then everybody you love will care for you so....
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP
~Bethany~

everybody needs friends. here's a poem i saw on someone's blog so i'll paste i to you, coz it really moved me, hopefully it moves you. here it is: Someone cares
Cares for me
I see it in her eyes
I hear it in her voice
I feel it in her hug
I know it in her soul

She places no pressure
To conform and subdue
To explain and hasten
To justify
She accepts me as I am
Broken down and falling apart
And still, she accepts me
I have found a friend

My first friend
Who loves me
Whole or scattered
Happy or sad
She lets me be
Me

Hope you like it.

To withdraw drugs is way more complicated then just stoping. Once you start doing serious drugs, its like you need them to breath, and you feel like youll die if you just stop randomly. Its also very dangerous to just get up and stop them. Youll definitly need help with that. But what we're trying to say is you should be more motivated to stop and change your life. No matter what you've been through in the past, because everyones been through shit, but you don't know what you could go through in your future.