c'mon. you should still have those hopes of getting a better life. well at least you're still breathing to know that you're still given a chance to make yourself feel better. anyways, keep posting, you'll have a lot of friends here who could help you out, give you advices and are ready to know all about you. ;)

you should never kill yourself I mean that is just plain horrible... my friends mom works with people like that maybe you can come to Ohio if you dont already live there then you need to go to Med Central if you really are thinking of doing something bad like that......
I really think that maybe you should just try and stop and on the other blog you posted that you had no friends and I am your friend and so is my friend Jenna....
We are always going to be there with you and for you.....
Oh and on your other blog you said that you couldn't be yourself unless you were high and I bet that you could be yourself....
~BeThAnY~