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is it just me or do u got to get high just to get by everyday? i figured.so my ex gf refuses to leave me alone. all her friends keep bothering me. she dumped me ok i cried a river built a bridge and got over it. now its her turn. i popped 25 pills every day for the past 3 days. i can barely move. i dont want to move. i snorted 4 7.5 hydros. she doesnt wanna stop haunting me. im ready to walk into a car. if only she knew. if only she knew bout how she stole all my friends. bout how much pain she caused me n still causes me. every night of crying drinking blowin painkillers to get by and then throwing up for the next few hours cause beer n pills dont mix. im sick of cutting myself. im sick of staring into walls because im high. i want to do something with my life other then this. im not even looking for a new gf when she moved on the momment she left me for the first time. i dont want a new girlfriend but for somereason i feel like i need 1. the need to feel loved. the need to feel wanted. accepted. appreciated. all i get nowadays is your worthless. youve become pathetic. or IM SO GLAD SHE LEFT YOU UR JUST LIEK EVERY OTHER JUNKIE IVE KNWN. the wanting to breathe. has just stopped.
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Posted by rizzaph on 2008-12-08 15:48:30 | Rating: | Views: 52
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