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every line you take,
is it just me or do u got to get high just to get by everyday? i figured.so my ex gf refuses to leave me alone. all her friends keep bothering me. she dumped me ok i cried a river built a bridge and got over it. now its her turn. i popped 25 pills every day for the past 3 days. i can barely move.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-12-08 15:48:30 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 2 | Tags: drugs

what they do.
they have such a control over you. only once and they will chain you to the ground. there seems to be no way out. all t hat goes threw ur mind is how the hell am i going to get high today. no money in your pocket what do you do? you beg and pleed to get some time of cash in your pocket. till one......Read More

Posted on: 2008-12-04 15:39:41 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 3 | Tags: drug addiction

why i havent been on. Explicit Content
my drug addiction has reached an all time high. ive been poppin any pills that are thrown my way. snorting anything and smoking anything to get high. mainly blowing oxys poppin A.D.D meds and zoloft. every day and every ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-12-02 18:03:36 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 4 | Tags: depression addictions drugs alchol

how it began
i close my eyes sometimes n i wonder...i wonder where it all started... than i realized it started when i left the womb. when they refused to get that abortion....when they refused to give me up.i remember to this day...those horibble years that only got worse n worse....when i was about 3 i lost......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-27 02:05:59 | Rating:

| Views: 103 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Depression depressed drugs family life life story life

life in a bottle Explicit Content
and ive always wondered why.....why did i have to be born...why did i have to be the mistake.....why do i have to pay the price of a broken families own selfpitty....why did i have to have no mother or father...why me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-26 01:02:40 | Rating:

| Views: 107 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Depressed Depression drugs alchol life family

IM a train wreck waiting to happen
yea....jus keep reading....is that all i ever do now...is sit here days n days on end....i dont sleep. i dont eat. where am i going in life?? im jus on a steady pace down hill. im gunna crash into the big brick wall....n i honestly cant wait. ive treated myself like i was worthless i killed......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-25 00:32:10 | Rating:

| Views: 68 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Depressed

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