I can't bare being without Ewan. I don't care if people tell me I should move on, cos I can't. I really can't. I don't want to live without him. I can't do anything anymore. I can't get out of bed in the morning. I can't sit through lectures, I can't talk to people without bursting into tears. I wish I could make it right again. I just don't see a future for me anymore. Only ewan can save me....
I just want to give up.
Posted by rhona on 2007-11-21 07:16:55 | Rating: | Views: 233
sweetheart, hugs, there is a future for you, the emotions you are feeling are the normal reactions - hon, you can survive without him if your future destiny is to be with another, on the otherhand, you may well get back together - only time will tell if you are destined to be soul mates.
again, please dont be so hard on yourself, you are feeling much pain
I felt the exact same way when a boy named Elijah broke my heart. Dear, the only way to get through this, is to move on. I know you don't want to, I even was cutting myself, its not worth being forever depressed over. Anytime you need a friend to talk to, I'm here.