My goodness.. This is a lazy monday afternoon for me. urgghhhh...

Wonder what i'm doing now besides typing? well, as i promised myself to be very casual and free flowing and to just write my thoughts in this blog, i am actually staring at let me count.. 1. 2... 3... 4...ohh cmon,, at around say 20, i gues, heads either looking my way or not. hahhaa..

my officemate is bugging me.. well yes, you are bugging me. though you are my friend, yes i am irritated by your acts.. as a matter of fact, you've just turned my mood from bored to irate. so, LEAVE ME ALONE.... but you are my friend.. Peace pare!

anyway, where were we?? ahh.. as i was saying.. i am looking at heads in front of me.. no one in particular.. though there are times when some of them catch my attention.. funny.. some heads are 'catatonic'.. i don't exactly understand that word.. but as explained to me by a friend, catatonic is a state where a body does not move.. yess..... NO MOVING... CATATONIC... hahaahahaha... yes... some of these guy's heads are catatonic... they do not move.. they stare at their note books.. AIDS - as if doing something.. wahahah

some heads are like chicken eggs.. oooobllllooooooongated.. hahahahh

some heads are just so malikot..
some heads are shiny.. ooppsss.
some heads are lined.. oooppsss again.
some heads are thinking.. or so i'd like to believe..
some heads are so stubborn, that even though thier owners would like to lie down already, they continue to stand up.  opppsss.. to all green minded freaks out there.. this head is nOt your thing!!! hahahaahha ;)

im sleepy. i really i am..

oh by the way, man o man was i so happy last night,.. for no particular reason at all, i like josef's charated in PBB.. he's my guy bet.. the other guys are ok but they totally do not stand out.. i remember watching Sharon's self-entitled show last night where Dir Guillen advised her daughter that it is not in the huge-ness of the role,.. but on the performance of it.. hahahaha.'. if you could follow the flow of my thoughts, i'm actually so unfocused right now.. hahhha..

anyway, the other guys just do not stand out.. really.. Nan was given a chance to be the bida in tooo many episodes but we never saw anything.. same goes true for ejay as well.. he was given 2 episodes to show his true self to the public.. but he did not shine.. his dad did not too..

alex definitely made a mark.. i think, he'll never forget being circumcised in the midst of friends.. disgusting....

jolas... a newcomer.. a complete shocker.. i cried when he cried.. i always have a deep and throbbing pain everytime i see a father-son relationship.. well, let's not talk about it.. jolas is ok.. i guess..

kevin.. commanding.. physical.. i think he is very true to himself.. i think he never out a barrier the moment he entered the house.. and i think that's the reason of his nomination last night. if i was a housemate, i would nominate him as well..

robi.. very inconsistent. i wonder if he is showing his true self... he has to shine more.. although he shone last night.. as a matter of fact, he outshone josef.. it's ok. though,, because his (robi's) dad outshone them all.. waahahahahaah

pare, the housemates theme for the first 20 days is obvious... bringing the battle to the closest to them all.. family... i believe jolas has emerged victorious on this.. he showed us how he want to reciprocate the unfathomable love that his father has for him.. for the first time, i was moved because i know that his cry is not a cry for help but a cry for love..

Josef may have lost this war.. but the battle continues..