I am currently in a relationship with a great guy, but i have recently found an ex boyfriend with whom we had great times together and we were also childhood friends. Our grandparents live next door to each other. Well Recently i have been having dreams about him and how much i miss him. We didnt have a harsh breakup or anything we just decided to see other people BIG MISTAKE!! and after 3 yrs apart we somehow found each other again and we hit it off for a few days then the worst possible thing happened. His Ex called and said she was pregnant. and as the good person he is he decided to go back to her for the sake of the unborn child.....Well Turns out she was NOT pregnant she found out that we were getting back together and she didnt want that and made up that lie and waited a while before she finally told him she wasnt. What a BITCH! Well by this time i had already started a new relationship with another guy. I absolutely love him we have our ups and downs but who doesnt, but i can't seem to get my ex out of my mind. After all he was my First Love, First Kiss, First Friend, First Person to get into trouble with. He was my everything. I am not sure what to do. I just can't get him out of my mind! I Love them Both but i need to choose. I shouldnt be doing this. If anyone has any suggestions for me Please let me know. I dont need to be stressing over who i want to be with. I Live with my boyfriend now and we live with his parents which is probably why i am getting pushed away and thinking of other options. I dont like being there Its terrible and i am looking for a way out. If you are out there and have suggestions for me i would love to hear them. Help me with my decision. I dont need to be putting my feelings on hold to find out which man i want to be with. HELP!!