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Well i recently found out that my childhood sweetheart is now single again..YAY!! And its kind of odd that i think he is wanting me. Which i don't mind i still love him. He was my everything and much more. But what happened was Him and His girlfriend broke up cause they got on the subject of Marriage and He told her he wasnt ready for marriage and she wasnt the "Right" one and that was the end of that. Which makes me extremely Happy. Either he isnt ready for Marriage or Just Maybe....Hoping.....That he wants me back......and that i am the "Right" one......As mentioned in my very first blog I still love him and i would die to have him back. I know that i am currently Taken but i just can't quit thinking of him and i always have dreams of him. and i believe that all of the thinking of my ex is destroying my current relationship. I mean he is all i think about and i make excuses to get out of the house so just maybe i can catch a glimpse of my ex. I would never cheat on my current boyfriend cause that just isnt right and i am not that type of person. But i need to get myself together. I need to talk to my ex and see what is going on with him. My ex and my current boyfriend are friends but not close friends and when we all run into each other they have conversations and i notice that my ex is always starting at me and sometimes we make eye contact and just stare at each other, but i just wish i knew what he was thinking while he is staring me down... Hope i will find out soon enough. This is tearing me up inside.
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Posted by redkey08 on 2008-06-02 10:53:27 | Rating: | Views: 33
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