I've changed a lot in the past few years. I've become so much more confident in myself for one thing. No longer do I have to fix my hair everyday or else I feel like crap. I don't have a problem with being tall and wearing heels anymore. I wear what I want, despite what other people think, for the most part. I'm totally comfortable with the fact that I'm a good girl too. If someone asks me if I drink or do drugs and can proudly say no and when people ask me if I'm a virgin, I can proudly say yes.

This is a big step from how I used to be. But I still think that I can do better. I still compare myself to other people, and I still hold back from saying what I want to sometimes, because I'm scared of what other people will think. I want to change that. I don't want to care what other people think about my thoughts and feelings. I'd like to be able to say what I mean rather than just shrugging off peoples questions. I think i'll make that my new years resolution. Say what I mean.

    No, scratch that, I never keep my New Years resolutions, this is going to be my resolution for now! As of now, I'm going to try to speak my mind and say what I mean whenever I want to.

And suddenly I have nothing to say. Go figure.