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Wow.. my third blog of the night. This is getting pathetic. But I guess thats what happens when I don't get on here for like three flipping WEEKS! lol Anyways, here goes blog #3.
 I never make new years resolutions. Never officially anyways. I mean like I never write them down or anything. And they are always so abstract that it's hard to measure whether I've actually made it or not. Like "be confident". I think that was last years goal. And you know, I was going to say that I didn't really do it. But I think I have. It wasn't something that changed instantly when 2007 started or whatever, but I think throughout the year I have become a lot more confident than before. And I feel a lot better about lots of things in my life because of it. Like the whole "getting dumped for the ex" thing that I just recently went through. Last year I probably would have bawled my eyes out and wondered what she had that I don't. But now my attitude went from pissed and dissapointed to whatever in a matter of days. Now I'm left with feeling slightly dissapointed but hopeful at the same time. My confidence has made me able to see that not being with him will open other, maybe better, opportunities.
But anyways, I got totally off track there about what I was planning to say in this, my new years resolution (that I'm actually writing down this year). My resolution for 2008 is to take risks. So what if that guy who asked me out isn't exactly someone my friends approve of? It's just one date, why not give it a chance? And instead of sitting in the back of the room by my lonesome when I go to a class full of people I don't know, why don't I go sit by that cute guy in the second row? I mean crap, if he says the seat is taken I'll go find someone else to sit with. If he lets me sit by him, who knows maybe I'll have a new friend. And that could lead to more new friends, something to do with my weekends, and less sitting around pondering and blogging my totally random thoughts because I don't have an actual life to talk about. Sounds like its worth the risk to me, how about you?
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Posted by redhead_chick on 2008-01-02 04:05:46 | Rating: | Views: 57
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