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 A wash of emotion just hit me and I don't really know why. Maybe it's just PMS, but I'm seriously down right now. It all started with the performance. It went well, but I was still pretty bummed that the boy wasn't there. During the show I put it out of my mind, but afterwards, while all the little kids were going out to the audience to see their parents, it hit me. Nobody came to see me.
I don't know what my problem is, this small fact has never bothered me before. I've done many shows without anyone there to see me, theres nothing different about this one. Except that the boy was SUPPOSED to come, and I was really looking forward to seeing him.
And I kind of feel like he's been putting me off lately. I know he has a lot to figure out with his life right now and that it probably doesn't have anything to do with me, but I can't help but feel like it does. I just really want to get things sorted out between us. Because right now I don't know anything. I don't know where I stand with him, I don't know if he still cares, I know NOTHING!
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And now a major mood swing hits, and suddenly, instead of crying, I'm feeling okay. I'm finally feeling okay :)
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Posted by redhead_chick on 2007-12-15 22:01:18 | Rating: | Views: 74
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