(my beloved one wrote this poem) dated October 17,2009
since the day i came out of this world
i've noticed that there is something missing in me
since the day i saw the light
i've started searching that is missing
since the......Read More
a million times
i told myself
i have to leave
the one i love...
because he's the one
who's causing me pain..
im drown in tears
because of him...
but i myself
find it hard to do it..
i still feel attached
to......Read More
friends are great
i know it well
they keep you warm
in a cold "summer" day...
temperature's high
but deep inside
you're cold as ice
felt alone in this world....
along came friends
who will cheer you up
will......Read More
life iS tough... believe it or not...it's an endless journey thru the path... nobody knows what im going through...the pain of living...the ache of breathing...the misery of still waking up...the torture of moving on...how much pain should i bear to keep my sanity ??? in case i will lose my......Read More
==GOODBYE==
I SAY GOODBYE TO THE
ONE I LOVE THE MOST
IM GOIN' TO A PLACE
CALLED PLANET OF THE LOST....
I HAVE TO LEAVE
MY HEART IS DYING
IT'S DYING BECAUSE OF
SEVERE PAIN AND SUFFERING....
I KNOW THE FACT......Read More
== i'm hurt ==
i'm hurt because
you can't be mine
you can't be part
of my future plans...
you have the whole
world ahead of you
and a girl who'll be
forever yours...
i'm hurt because
i can't keep you
no matter how hard
my heart would want to....
you're......Read More
=a special poem=
the future is dark
we cannot see
what lies ahead
is out of reach...
you told me that
you love me too
and no one knows
until when it will end...
but for my part
i know it well
my love for you
will never last...
my heart will always......Read More
before i put myself to sleep
i want to say these words to thee..
you brought life and joy to my very existence,
now i don't care if soon the worlds ends...
your eyes, your smile
those makes me shiver...
the mere presence of you,
it makes me weaker..
why do I have this......Read More
as i write this blog, im teary-eyed, my hands are cold, my hands begin to shake-- as i remember him, remember that moment,that scene.. it happend exactly 26hrs ago, i felt remorse and grief. i burst out of tears as soon as i stepped inside my bedroom..wished i didnt see that scene, i would have......Read More