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Hi all, I just want to say to everyone and open up to you all. I am using this space to talk about everything and anything that comes to mind. I hope there is someone out there who may find what I say interesting or helpful or whatever.
I don't claim to know everything about the world only mine, but shhh don't tell my kids they think I know everything, they even call me the genuis of the family (I wish).
So I quick break down for now.
I am the only surviving child my parents had which I sometime question why me. The only thing I can think of is that I was put on this earth for some reason, and I will keep searching until I do. My folks did they best they could with what they had and what they could give. Wasn't an A grade student but held my own. Had some close friends and most of them I still see today. From school I went out into the work force. Had planned to go out earn some money and then go back to Uni, just never got to uni, but I am not complaining I think I did well. I climbed the corparate ladder to where I am comfortable with and can still enjoy my children.
I experimented in life with a few things some I am not proud of, and some I would do again if I ever had a chance to go back in time. I would never think of me as a role model and I hope that the lessons I learnt I can pass down to my children.
I have had a few boyfriends in my time but nothing really steady. Once I turned 25 I decided that maybe it was time for me to think about Marriage and family. Met a wonderful guy and we planned to get married and 6 weeks before the wedding he decided that he wasn't ready and needed to sow his wild oats. Of course it hurt, and I let him go because I wanted a man who wanted to be with me. And the last I heard he was still on a path of self destruction and had got him self caught out a few times. And paying 2 lots of child support to 2 different women. Must have forgoten his raincoat on those rainy days.
Of course I was a little weary the next time round but wasn't closed to the idea. I believe in what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. And yes second time round I was stronger. I did eventually get married. And now have 4 wonderful kids (most of the times lol). 8 yo girl, twin 6 yo boy and girl and 4yo boy. So life goes on. There are some issues in my marriage but I guess many people do have issues. Have I handled these right, I hate to say no. Could I have done better yes.
Well thats me in a nut shell.
If you haven't run off bored to tears. Come back again
Bye for now and keep smiling.
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