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Its my BIRTHDAY TODAY,I couldn't give a wink last night.I was awake till 5:30 in the morning. Maybe that's because I've drank some tea before I went to bed or it might just because of a misunderstanding with my girl. We have been through a lot but i never tot that that we still have to argue somethn that really breaks my heart untill now....its still bother me the pain is still in my system ryt now,mmmmmmmm distance doesnt bother our relationship at all, its just that there is something that I really felt terrible.I really hadn't wanted to upset her,although I saw that I had been somewhat inconsiderate.I tried to apologize,to explain myself, but my ability to vocalize my thoughts and feelings was inhibited by the acid. We kept going back and forth about what we would do....i hope someday she will realize that i love her more than anything in this world, she is the only want who's thre for me and she is the only one that love and accept me for who i am and what i am... I wish that I could have avoided the misunderstanding with my girlfriend, as it was quite unpleasant. I hope that it will be a long time before I get into another argument with someone I love while on a psychedelic! Not fun, to say the least. It was rather difficult to express myself while we were arguing. I felt at a loss for what to say, unable to explain myself. Luckily we were able to resolve it without it escalating into a major incident. Overall it was an excellent experience, and one that I feel I will value for a long time to come.
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Posted by raycabantan on 2007-12-01 01:08:44 | Rating: | Views: 65
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