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Frustrated with how things are going at home, that about sums up my evening. Don't know what else to say. Playdate tomorrow, I hope it's fun, and I hope it's good for the kids. Really hoping I'm doing the right thing as a mother. I hate the battle that goes on internally, am I stressing too much about this, should I be doing more about that? How do you know when you're being high anxiety and when you're being a mother? Of course it's possible to be both. But it's crazy, you worry about something, and then you worry about if you're worrying too much about something, and so on. And wow, at the end of the day if you're not careful, you're a total basketcase. And you can look at it as, ok, what do I have to do so that I feel like I did the best that I could as a mother? But when people say that, isn't that kind of missing the point? Because the end result matters, not just how I feel about it. It's not just that I need to feel good as a mother. The kids also need for me to make good decisions for them. Take me out of the equation, it's only about what the kids need. Except taking me out of the equation isn't possible. And so forth.
Thinking too much, a vampire novel is definitely in order.
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Posted by randomname on 2008-05-28 23:46:00 | Rating: | Views: 80
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