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I don't know what I'm going to do about the phone. Either my sinus problems are making my left ear worse, or my left ear has gotten a lot worse lately. Not sure which. Mostly it's the phone that's frustrating me, I don't know what I'm going to do. I try not to let the hearing issues interfere with anything I want to do. But I don't know. Sometimes I can't even tell if there's someone on the phone or not. I suppose I could just use relay. I ordered a new phone adapter for my implant, I'm hoping that will allow me to talk on the phone with my right ear. If not, I'm going to face a major issue: when to implant my left ear, should I keep waiting as long as possible in case the hair cell regeneration finally is utilized? I'm really hoping it's just the sinus thing that's making it worse. Totally anxious. I need to go to the audiologist and get another test. Which I avoid as much as possible, because it's so....how do I explain this...it's such a huge sense of loss every time I see progression of the hearing loss. It's not just, oh my hearing is a little worse, it's like a grief thing. That's one thing that identifying with the deaf community has not helped me with, the feelings are the same. Oh it's frustrating, and I try not to complain, but god, there are days I just want to really hear someone's voice.
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Posted by randomname on 2008-02-24 20:47:01 | Rating: | Views: 43
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