ALWAYS AND FOREVER
Can’t stand the touch of my own skin
The thirst for answers dominates the breathing
The crave.
The craze.
The gaze of the universe.
Cold, freezing and alone.
For EVER and for ALWAYS.
In sickness, health, poverty, richness, love AND hate.
Trapped inside the cage of reasoning and doubts
Emotions, feelings, anger, pain and agony.
Sudden flash of clear thought:
‘There’s more sense in Universe’s randomness and chaos than in order as we define it on Earth.’
Disgusted, disappointed, tired and ALONE.
As ALWAYS.
As if for EVER.
Guided? – Controlled, directed, monitored…
Not th’expense, but the complete lack of spirit, of mind, of consciousness, of SELF.
Confusion.
Insanity.
Loneliness.
As always.
FOREVER
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