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i dunno y but latley iv been really deppressed, just really really insecure, and i havent felt like that for awhile.
Im not likin it one little bit! I feel like im not smart enough not atractive enough, not fun enough. And not fucking happy enough! Latley iv been feeling like i did back in 8th grade where im all deppressed and then i suddenly have these bouts of laughter for no reason like im fucking manic or somthing... I dunno maybe its all the sugar and crappy food iv been eating... Ill have 2 start doin yoga and being all healthy agian that should perk me back up... i really dont know what my deal is, getting allstressed out over girl i should be over that by now and fuck letting other people get me down cus i dont need anyone but myself in order to be happy. Im finding myself suddenly caring what other people think.. and thats very unlike me... maybe its the recent break up and lack of social interaction i really do think its fuckin with my head more then i can imagine. I just feel so hopless iv been here so long it feels like im going to be here forever in seclusion. I just need to keep reminding myself that everything always works out and my head makes everything so much more dramatic then it really is.
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Posted by rainbowgoddess on 2008-05-04 03:23:44 | Rating: | Views: 101
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