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Man i am trying to get over my grandpa's passing and that should be all the grief i have right now.. right? Shit no! My parents are pissing me off more than ever. I am sorry, but this blog i gonna be a little hasty and some ill words are going to be said, so sorry in advanced to anyone that is offended. Ok you would think that any normal person who just stops talking to their child for selfish reasons would get over what ever issues they have with my fiance of two and the half year... But no, my mother is so fucking pigheaded its unreal!! She is saying she dislikes my fiance and she has neglected to tell me why. She loved us together and even started planning my wedding when we first becam engaged, but this past christmas i was told by my ever so loving father that i was not welcomed in their home with him anymore, bc he is not the one for me. Umm ok this is not some third world country, you cant arrange a marriage for your child, so why do i get the feeling they want to for me?? Well my grandma told both my parents the day grandpa died that they needed to get over themselves bc my fiance is a wonderful guy and life is too precious and short to be angry. My mother simply stated," mom you cant make me like someone, i dislike." A bitch thing to say right? I called my mother and told her i was coming to see my grandma and i didnt want any confrontation and she said their would be none, but while i was done there she never once came down to see me, and i am not stepping foot at her house until both apologize to me and my fiance. I just dont know what to do about them. They make me so angry!! I just want to know what their problem is. I hear that its bc my fiance is a little on the hefty side, and i also hear its bc i dont want to move back to louisiana... Those two issues piss me off more, bc yes my fiance is a heavyset guy, but so fucking what! I happen to like him that way. The louisiana thing, first i will admit i was home sick and wanted to move back, but then reality hit and i realized that i was going to be the personal driver for my younger sibling, i would never get a momnets peace from continuous visits, and the biggest thing anytime the parents fight, guess where mother will come... This may be selfish or what not, but my life is so quite and peaceful and i dont want the drama that i grew up with.. is that so much to ask? I just want to have my time thinking about how blessed i am with my fiance and being able to chase my dreams, with him taking care of the bills. Why do they feel they have a right to get involved or to save me from something that i dont need to be saved from. My life is a simple normal drama free life, so why does my own fucking family need to complicate it? I heard this saying once that the only ppl that can hurt you the most is your family, bc they know what hurts you the most.. That is so right. I cant wait till the day i become a mom, bc i will never look down on my children and no matter what they do i will never turn my back on them. I dont hate my parents by any means, but i hate that they can hurt me the way they do. If this blog teachs anyone anything, please always love your children, family, siblings... |
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Posted by rachiek004 on 2008-07-04 22:38:21 | Rating: | Views: 24
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