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ugh this is a poem i wrote..

I don’t know what’s the matter, but I hear the glass shatter
I hear him yelling in pain
There is shouting and yelling about the car we should be selling
So we don’t have to live in the rain

Our mother screams about not fulfilling her dreams
She says she’s leaving again
We promise our dad that she is just mad
But this angry she has never been

You fight about money you don’t call each other honey
You argue about me and my brother
No one there to dry the tears that we cry
This is what I come home to, this is my shelter

It’s not easy growing up in world war three never knowing what love could be
Everyone please stop yelling so loud
I cant stand the sound, I feel as if I’m being drowned
Of me you will never be proud

I want to run away but here I must stay
I keep coming back to this place
Why can’t you find the best in each other please do it for my brother
How can you yell and fight in front of his face

I just want to hide away its so hard everyday
I can’t believe you don’t see the pain we feel
You say you don’t feel anything you say you need pain so you get a nose piercing
In old pictures of our family it looks like happiness comes so naturally

One day our family will quit and decided to split
I don’t want to divide the holidays
Everything would change, us kids would never be the same
We would be living in a haze

Just tell me what I did I’m tired of everything being hid
Daddy I am sorry for whatever I did wrong
I can’t live without you I need a daddy to run to
When you’re gone, it’s impossible for me to be strong

Why did you leave? I was just starting to believe
That you were finally going to stick around
You left during the night so I didn’t even get to say goodbye
And now the memories are no where to be found

How can I trust when you left me in the dust
With no contact or clue where you went
I miss your touch ever so much
I wish I could see your face one more time to tell you everything you ment