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everything is falling apart
my grandpa was just diagnosed with really bad cancer
no one thinks hes gunna make it.. not even the doctors
me and him were REALLY close.. closer than i have ever gotten to anyone... i just really dont want to loose him... he brought my family together.. my mom and my grandma were in a huge gight that lasted 14 years.. he brought them together.. if it werent for him.. i duno where i would be right now.. i would definatly not be writing in a blog! I would probably be in rehab or something.. :/ if it werent for him.. i would probably be stoned, or drunk right now.. he always knew what to do when i was mad or sad. he always knew what to say and how to act around anyone. he was always friendly to everyone. he had a million friends..

what the hell! hes not even dead.. and the way im typing this makes it sound like it. ughhhhhh

i really dont know what im feeling right now.. i duno what im going to do if he does pass.. i am so confused, mad, adn idk.. UGH
Posted by quietlyscreamingxx on 2008-05-07 23:39:05 | Rating: n/a | Views: 27


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Posted by
roe
on 2008-05-07 23:41:24
 
Im so sorry about your grandpa, sounds like a fantastic human being. I will keep all of you in my prayers.
 
 

Posted by
jenyAn
on 2008-05-07 23:47:05
 
if he will make it..be happy and thank God..
if he won't make it..just stay the daughter that he knew, make him proud wherever he will be and stay out from trouble as he had seen on you..for sure he wants nothing but your happiness..

:]
 
 

Posted by
angelwings
on 2008-05-08 04:16:39
 
I'm sorry...I know what this feels like. My grandfather had cancer too. Just stay positive, it really helps a lot. Be positive when you are around him too. I know how hard this must be for you. I wish you lots of strength to face this.
My prayers are with you and your family.
 
 


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