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| wandering on sinister streets |
Yeah..wandering on sinister streets...Thats how i feel right now. I do not know where to go even though a certain home awaits me. I'm still heading towards somewhere i do not know what. I've been feeling this way again because I know, soon, I'll be alone again. i thought I've acquired the courage I need in surpassing this life but as i meditate with the feeling of uncertainty, i was wrong. I'm still the weak little fellow who is scared to be alone. I'm good at pretending smiles and that will be my defense mechanism again. Right no, I'm trying to accept the fact that the world is really changing. Nothing is constant. Everything as well as everyone we have will vanish in their own time whether we like it or not. We have no choice but to let go and accept the truth. Hmmmm...and the truth for me is I've lost a friend and I'm alone. i don't wanna make friends with anybody until I'm okay. Another thing that sucks is when you lost them simply because they thought you're leaving them behind where in fact they're the one who pushed you down a cliff because they're turning their backs against you.
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