C.L. did stop in last night, as per usual, neither one of us knew what to say... so we watched family guy, and he rolled a joint, he was sitting right next to me, and when he went to pass it to me, he looked like he was going to kiss me, but he didnt... we smoked that, and talked about the truck rally he went to last weekend with my father and brother... he told me he wished i would have gone with them, cause we would have been able to spend time togather, mark dont like truck rally's i LOVE EM, but i was tired that morning, and didnt get up I WISH I HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we got talking about sex again, we always do that... we'll be talking about music or movies or something, and somehow we get on the topic of sex. he had called me from work and asked if i was going to be up when he got off work, i said that i would be up, if he was coming over... so then he asks me if im going to be naked... "NO!!" i figured he was joking anyway, he makes all kinds of comments about how he loves my tits, and always has and things like that... when he says stuff like that, no wonder i cant keep my mind off him.

so there we were sitting , talking about sex, and all of a sudden, he gets up, comes over to sit next to me, and kisses me all at once... my mind couldnt even keep up. my head was spinning,and there were SOOOO many butterflies in my stomagh, i couldnt think... things went a little farther, and my brain wokeup... and i told him i still like him, i miss him. mark has known C.L longer than i have, so that seems to make it a bit harder... and i know his woman.