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i told my dad today that i am depressed again.
you know what he said to me?
"Ellie, you're just bored."
WTF?!
my depression does NOT stem from boredm.
how fucking dare he say something like that to me.
he never has taken my depression seriously.
when i cut, he thought it was just an outcry for attention.
...wrong, i covered my cutting up.
he's such an effing prick.
he doesn't even fucking cares what happens to me.
ever since he got married, he has become a COMPLETE dick.
he yells at me 24/7. I'm basically his bitch..he makes me do ALL of the cleaning.
..the cooking...the unpacking (we moved)
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Posted by pure_life411 on 2008-07-05 23:05:19 | Rating: | Views: 75
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leave goto a friends place stay there and let him worry about where u are then maybe he will be nicer or just leave forever trust me no has to put up with shit like that my dad was an asshole for a while untill i snapped and hit him but i dont think that would work for u
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Posted by HotDog
on 2008-07-06 09:44:12
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I think your father is in a different world right now where he cannot understand or appreciate your situation. He might have huge issues in other parts of his life... I'm not making excuses for him, just trying to give you some perspective.
I remember when I went through depression, my father had no idea. He couldn't relate to the issue... I guess he never went through it. When I told him, he couldn't understand why someone like me, with so much going for them, could be depressed. I remember he was stressed at work and thought that I was the least of his worries. When I brought up my thoughts, he probably thought I was just seeking attention, when I wasn't. I worked it out on my own and it wasn't because he was a bad father. I think people are ill-equiped to deal with a situation when a loved one is going through depression.
I don't know where you are with your depression. I'll read your previous entries to better find out. I'm not an expert, but I went through it and I remember how difficult a time that it was. Write if you need someone to talk to...
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Posted by Posey
on 2008-07-08 00:48:17
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it really hurts when ur family found out i cut myself and they didnt even care they said: every one has ways of dealing with depression
wtf? dont they know it could kill me? dont they know that i have thoughts of s.?
my brother just thinks im doing it for attention..what a dick.
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Posted by xmidnightxwingsx
on 2008-07-08 02:06:45
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parents are assholes no matter how much they say they luv you. and personally i would luv not to have parents
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Posted by lilD16
on 2008-07-13 22:49:11
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