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soooo....
I cut tonight.
I've been cutting alot lately. More than i have ever.
I have all these little cuts, and scars.
I wish i could stop but it's become an addiction.
My dad finally set up an appointment for me.
(therapy)
I go tomorrow at 12.
I'm glad that i can finally seek help.
....hopefully it'll help.
alot has happened since i wrote my last blog.
Alot of exhausting, depressing things.
To much to write about in this entry.
But soon enough I will reveal the causes of my depression.
...only in a matter of time.
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Posted by pure_life411 on 2007-08-28 20:38:17 | Rating: | Views: 194
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Let me ask you this.
Why do you cut yourself?
Do you realize that is self mutilation?
Is it to cover emotional pain?
When you hurt physically from the cutting, does it numb your emotions?
If so, no wonder you are so depressed.
You are not feeling your emotions.
Feel again. Let yourself hurt emotionally if you have to.
Emotions can be vented, that is what therapy is.
Letting it all out before it consumes you.
Keep blogging. It is therapy.
I left a hug in spirit for you.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-08-29 19:43:24
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try excersizing until your muscles throb. gets my emotions away. but at night... there is no treadmill or swimming pool, i get out my razor and thumbtac... all better -vi
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Posted by XXspiderdustXX
on 2007-09-03 13:48:33
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You have to get to a point where you see yourself as being someone worth saving.You're inflicting upon yourself anger from the damage that others have perpetrated on you.It doesn't get better all in one day.It does eventually through intense intervention.
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Posted by
on 2007-09-03 20:43:08
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I feel for you. I'm feeling the same way at the moment.. depressed. and yes its not an easy thing to overcome , seen as i havnt and ive been depressed for months. But self harming isnt the answer. if you think about all the people who love you, and how scared the must be for you , then i think you will stop.
If you try and think postiive then maybe ur attiude might change. it takes time.
i hope u get better xxxxxx
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Posted by gawgusgirly
on 2007-09-04 15:41:15
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I know what your fealing. I this may not be the best answer but it does seem like the only answer. I have acted on my one suicide threats. I have had to have my stomach pumped to get out all the medication. I have had docters stitch up my arms and throat. I know what you mean so here is my advice if your going to do it make sure its fullproof.
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Posted by technerd
on 2007-09-09 07:23:07
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