wow. it has been along time since i was last on.
a lot has happened since i wrote my last entry.
My mom moved away.
basically abandoning me.
no surprise.
I should have seen it coming..
..should have prepared myself.
Dad got married to some chick.
i think she's fake,......Read More
i told my dad today that i am depressed again.
you know what he said to me?
"Ellie, you're just bored."
WTF?!
my depression does NOT stem from boredm.
how fucking dare he say something like that to me.
he never has taken my depression seriously.
when i......Read More
You know when you're sitting in the shower..
..the water spilling over you.
All you hear is muffled sounds of the outside.
They're not crisp nor clear.
Just noises. Not making sense.
That's kind of how i feel right now.
My feelings i can't put a distinction on them.
Sad?......Read More