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Distorted Image
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All i see when i look in the mirror is some distorted image of a once exist being
A lonely heart wandering the streets with no internal meaning
Hold my hand made out of glass, if you let go i will break
I always give, they always get, i never recieve, and i never take
No......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-09 00:40:40 |
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Death by Suicide
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Fantasy living
Fake dreams
an unreal life
that's not what it seems
A real smile
in a fake life
a masked heart
filled with strife
Acid clouds
dripping rain
melting wishes
hands of pain
Silent screams
unheard shouts
glued lips
nothing comes out
Thoughts......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-09 00:46:02 |
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Comments: 0 | Tags:
depression
poems
suicide
cutting
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*sigh*
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I do believe i have become insanly confused.
I wrote that ^ 4 times. I was thinking of the perfect way of wording how i feel. But there is no way. There are no words to describe the feeling inside me. I'm beyond utter confusion. Kenny said he loves me, but he dumps me. He says he doesn't......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-09 01:56:23 |
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boys
depression
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More Kenny drama
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I got a text from Kenny this afternoon.
The first thing on my mind was, "More kenny drama."
I talked with him (via text) for about 5 hours. About how much he loves me and how much he really wants to get back together with me. I thought......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-10 23:08:26 |
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boys
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Slipped
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I stayed with a friend last night.
We slept in a tent...we were really scared, so we kept a knife with us.
I was feeling depressed and i really really really wanted to cut.
I last cut back in june. But last night was different. I did it. I slipped.
Nothing worth......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-10 23:27:38 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
cutting
depressed
depression
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Weird.
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my feelings lately have been indescribable.
I've been sad.
I've been mad.
I've been distrought.
Confused.
Puzzeled.
Many feelings all at once.
I've been having anxiety attacks again...they started about 2 weeks ago.
I can't seem to escape this blackened hole......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-11 01:58:40 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
depression
confused
confusion
poetry
poems
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Pieces by Red
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I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-11 02:15:35 |
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boys
depression
depressed
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Daddy makes me cry...
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I'm starting to become depressed again...it's my dad who's causing it.
He is so controlling. He controls what i eat, what i do, when i do it. He doesn't realize that what he's doing is causing me to go insane. I have no control over my own life. He argues with me about the simplest......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-13 21:41:44 |
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Comments: 5 | Tags:
dad
depression
depressed.
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meet my alter ego.
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Hello my name is Isabella. I am Ellie's alter ego.
I live deep inside Ellie's mind. I thrive on the depression that so severly decapitates her brain. The churning, boiling, troubling, feelings inside Ellie's body are my fault. I am a mean, cruel, deceitful, exsistence. I make Ellie cry.......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-14 14:57:57 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
alter ego
depression
depressed
sad
crying
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Any advice on my problem?!
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I've thought about something.
I want to go back to my therapist.
I'm sick of feeling like shit.
I have all these repressed feelings i can't shake.
My anxiety feelings have been getting worse.
I don't even know how to get rid of them.
I've tried cutting, didn't work.
I've......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-16 21:41:31 |
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Comments: 4 | Tags:
depression
depressed
help
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