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today i woke up late, because the guy upstairs came in really late and the walls are thin,
im a sensitive sleeper!
So after 11am i left the halls and walked to tesco to get some apple juice,
Unfourtunately that was the ony exercise i did today,
I have an exam and quite a large assignment to hand in on friday (im doing a MBA),
So instead of locking myself in my room as usual i deciding to work in the kitchen there is more
light in there, as time passed i made some noted and did some revision,
money is tight this week as i have overspent my budget this month and am having to economize
until i get paid next monday!
During the morning though i forgot to mention i was very happy, i had some flashbacks of a fight
i had with three guys in college in 2002 (over one of them hassling my little sister)- for some mundane reason i thought i would try and find themon facebook, why? revenge (maybe but ive moved on), (to show them i am doing better than them? perhaps), either way i decided to just forget it as it was 6 years ago!
i called my sister this afternoon she is in college in ldn and going to university in september,
it was nice to speak to her (we are close) but we hardly ever see each other ( we are really used to it though),
i went upstairs to visit my friend for 5 mins, he was kind of busy so i didnt stay for long,
i came back downstairs and read a couple of electronic journals and made some notes,
this evening i felt time catch up with me, i am tired, maybe i dont have he sam energy as i used too,
im only 25 its more likley to be last nights lack of sleep,
i went on myspace this evening! went on examples page! he is a rapper from fulham, we had a fight as kids
and used to rollerblade together from time to time, he really made it in music, good for him!
Now he is working with alot of underground artists in ldn (he really is commercial), it sort of made me a bit jealous because thats what i have been trying to do collaborate and make a mix cd as well as do my mba,
maybe i have too much on my plate, i dont think music is going to make me a success, i think i thshould
switch my passion for music into passion to work hard in a job, maybe that would be better,
anyway, i decided to get into bed early and wake up early to try to finish my assignment,
i got into bed at 9pm, lights off, then it kicks in, im lonley, i love life but im lonley, i think it would be easy
to launch myself off a building in ldn , but i love life and the world so i wouldnt do that i would miss my
sister, but thats what was going through my head, dont get me wrong i reveal this in my blog,
but i am a proud person and in my physical presense you will rarely here me moan, complain
or talk about my feelings to friends or anyone, even family, especially family,
as i slowly get more tired, i think i would be ok if i had a nice girl lying next to me, giving me a hug,
i try to cry but i cant, i decide to make a blog, i do that and then shutdown my laptop,
ZZZZZzzzzz
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Posted by pure on 2008-03-25 18:10:21 | Rating: | Views: 51
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I can be a light sleeper too (sometimes).
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Posted by SubTomato
on 2008-03-25 18:21:43
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Don't worry I'm sure you will find someone. As for the crying thing, I am the same way. Being vulnerable and weak just doesn't come that easy to some people. I find myself working on that a bit.
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Posted by jenjan
on 2008-03-26 05:26:05
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