So my last post was written when I was in a weird mood...  I couldn't understand why some things happen and some things don't.  I just wanted to let the world know that it is being unfair towards me and others...  but right now, it isn't being as bad as it normally is...  aside from not getting the apartment I need, needing to pay the IRS money, needing to pay my mother money, being sick, and whatever other things I have going on, the world is being kinda fair right now.  I have a roof over my head...  I have a job...  I am going to school...  everything is going quite well, other than all that stuff...