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 Why can't I make up my mind?
Why do I allow myself to feel this way? Why is it so hard to just walk away? I keep telling myself that I can do it. That I can be strong enough to walk away. Then I find myself thinking of ways to make it work.

I am so sick and tired of my thoughts being in turmoil. I try to keep my head up for my kids, but inside I'm dying. I tell myself to get over it and move on, two seconds later I'm online trying to find out more about her. I want to move on and I want to stay. I don't know what to do anymore.  Can I trust again? Can I love again? I don't know anymore. I wish the solution was simple.

Why do men hurt you? Why can't they just be true and honest? Is there any man out there who can answer that question? Why is it that when you have a good woman you choose to let her go?
    Posted by proudmomma4 on 2009-06-24 00:30:47 | Rating: | Views: 50
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I have always found that there is never an easy answer for when your heart is breaking :-(

I have been there before and there is never an easy option :-/

I found writing my feelings down helped alot as it released alot of my confusion and gave me the chance to analyze what I had written down....Seeing it in front of me was alot easier to deal with than in my head :-)

Posted by  kellie1979  on 2009-06-24 07:43:27 
  
thank you so much. I agree. when you see it in front of you it put alot into perpective. thanks for listening(or reading) :)
Posted by  proudmomma4  on 2009-06-24 13:06:00 
  
Hang in ther, girl. BTW...I think some men should be men and answer your question...why can't guys just be true and honest?
Posted by  JenniferGraves  on 2009-06-24 09:42:03 
  
Tell me about it. They are supposed to be men. How is it that we can be more open and not be afraid to speak our mind?
Posted by  proudmomma4  on 2009-06-24 13:06:42 
  
I guess.. It's manly thing to them. One of my guy friends said, I mean a lot of them.. That never ever sing, even you are already got caught.. I think, that's one of their rules ?!
Posted by  kevhd  on 2009-06-27 08:10:44 
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