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I HAD a Friend
I had a best friend. I say had because today I figured out for the last time (I hope) that had is the correct word. I have always prided myself on trying to be different from the other miserable people in the world. Some how I always found the good in a bad......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-05 01:13:56 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Had friend get a puppy correct

Tired of making SCREWED UP choices
Life is too short to be misunderstood by the ones you love. so, maybe the ones we choose to love...should be selected from among those who understand us. ......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-09 22:21:24 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 1 | Tags: sad heart misunderstood

Why did he HURT me? I'm NICE!
I am so hurt and I am so weary in well doing... I feel like I have spent my entire life, being a "good" person. My life started out so badly, I had a birth Mother that didn't want me an another Mother who didn't love me. I thought God would make it better if I would work......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-12 01:23:32 | Rating:

| Views: 239 | Comments: 12 | Tags: hurt tomorrow

No more...A Female Dog + 'in
Have you ever had a dark rain cloud follow you EVERYWHERE YOU GO ? Well, as of today, I have decided to only walk in the dirt and sprinkle flower seeds as I go! ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-14 21:28:41 | Rating:

| Views: 30 | Comments: 2 | Tags: dark clouds flowers

This is better than SEX
The today is the first day of the rest of my LIFE! I know it's so cliche'. But, for some reason TODAY, it feels like the TRUTH . And to feel true LIFE flowing through me...well, that's better than SEX ! At least......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-16 12:35:12 | Rating:

| Views: 77 | Comments: 9 | Tags: true life sex #2

My Farrah Story
I watched "Farrah's Story" earlier. It is probably the sixth or seventh time it had been broadcast on Bravo. I told myself several times I would watch it and every time I either forgot or rescheduled the time; because I saw, there was another opportunity to watch it later. Now that......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-19 05:08:18 | Rating:

| Views: 55 | Comments: 5 | Tags: Farrah My Story

HELLO, Can you see me?
Well, I opened the door the other night, no reason to be scared to walk all the way in, now. This is one of those moments. I need help. I'm unable at the moment to submerge the emotional pain. The physical pain is being controlled only by the serious......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-20 21:37:19 | Rating:

| Views: 114 | Comments: 11 | Tags: Invisible Routine

I'm Still Grateful
Sorry about earlier. As I was responding to MOZ I just became over-whelmed with emotion again. It's amazing how much emotion I have bottled up. I knew it was something that needed to be released. It was my hope that it would be a very controlled release. As I......Read More