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A “BROKEN” (amended?) LIFE I

I used to think that your life started when you were born but looking back and thinking about all that has happened I believe your life starts over and over every day when you make decisions, every choice you make determines who you are and what you do so be careful how you make decisions even if they seem the smallest ones.

So let’s see her life…a start from the moment of conception…

She was conceived from a low class mother and an unknown father; her mother being the 5 of 6 children was like any other kid whom parents don’t have an idea of how important it is to pay attention to them.
She was left on her own all her life, no wonder she got pregnant at age 16 but lost the baby, 4 years later a second pregnancy… this one did succeeded. There she was being 20 with a baby whose father only she knew….
I guess when you are young you think you will live forever and that nothing can go wrong, well her mom was no difference, she did work and sacrifice to give the child everything she could need. She always thought she was going to be happy and have a perfect life with her child and it did happened for the first year of her child’s life the mom was there everyday, working and enjoying life nothing could have been perfect but life is life; one of those days when she got to go and get to work, she say bye to the kid give her a kiss and promise she wont be late but it was worse, she never came back… Isn’t life a mystery? You assume you will be there always, you usually think that at the end of the day you will be back to your love ones…she was no exception she thought she was going to be there all the time, she never expected nor even imagine her life was going to be ended by a careless driver, “they” say she had few seconds after the hit… what was on her mind? Did she think about the child being at home? Did she remember her dreams?
I guess that is something I will never know, and just have to live with the knowledge that a mother always loves her child… at 21 she died leaving behind and orphanage child… A child that is too young to make decisions a child that has just learn to call her “MOM”