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.I don't know what to do about my soon to be ex-husband. I still love him so much. He finally showed up for our kids field day yesterday about an hour before it was over. I never know if he is lying or telling the truth anymore. I told him again how I don't want this divorce and he didn't say anything. To give you the short version he asked me what I was doing for dinner and I told him we really didn't have anything planned. I gave him a letter I wrote to him about how I feel and that we should still try to work it out because I don't want to have to shuffle the kids between two houses. I also told him I still see a future where we grow old together. It was a 5 page letter. I gave it to him at the restraunt. He took it with him and put it above the visor so I don't know if he is actually going to read it or not. He got a call while we were eating but didn't take it. I am guessing it was his girlfriend because he sisn't make a call until he got into his vehicle and away from me and the kids. I don't know what to think anymore. All I know is my heart is telling me to wait for him. I know what you are going to say but miracles happen every day. I am hoping God has a miracle for me. I don't care which M comes back as ong as we are together. I miss him so much. I know I am not much to look at right now because I have gained wait due to a new medicine I am on that makes me hungry. I did ask him why we couldn't work this out and he always says that he doesn't wnt to go back to the way that it was. I tld him I agry with him because I don't want to go back to the way that it was either. I want to start fresh and see where it goes from there. I don't know. Maybe that is to much to ask. I think for the kids sake and to see who we really are we should work on us. I know I am just dreaming and it probably won't happen but I am going to pray for it anyway. He has his own faults but that ia also what I miss about him as well.
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Posted by prettywoman on 2008-05-17 10:54:45 | Rating: | Views: 48
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It is really, really hard, but I believe loving someone is caring more about them being happy than yourself. I hope things work out for you with your husband or someone else.
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Posted by HungryHeart
on 2008-05-18 01:30:58
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