Have you ever wished that you could turn back time? I just want my husband back. He is the one I choose to love. Why does love half to be so blind and hurt so much? I married him for no matter what happened. I sometimes think it is my fault he went somewhere else and that I should have tried harder after he moved out to show him how much I love him. I wish he would come back. I can accept my part of the blame of our communication not being at all. How can someone promise to love you until you die then turn around one day and say they can't stand being with you anymore? Everyone says to give up,but then no one would change. God I wish I knew what to do. Everything tells me to stay with it and not let him go. No matter what I do the good times in my mind out weighs the bad times. Every time I think about something that he did that was bad,then I remember a better time. I know this sounds stupid but why can't I have the happily ever after I dream of with my husband. Why can't my children have their parents back together? He needs to realize there is more to life then him always getting what he wants. He has children that need him to be there for them. His kids should come before his girlfriend and her family. It hurts me to see that he cares more about his girlfriend and her family then his own kids. I wish there was a way to make him wake up and face his responsibilities.